For you

I sit here playing songs for you
Wishing you would listen
Praying you are listening
Wanting you to listen

I want to dance with somebody who loves me
I want to defy gravity with you
I want it to be possible with you
I want to be beautiful to you

No one is ever going to love you more than I do
No one’s goin’ love you more than I do
I never want to hear you say you’d be better off
Anything to make you smile I’ll do

Please forgive me
It feels like lightening running through my veins
Every time I look at you
I want you to look at me that way

Please grow old with me
So I can believe in ever ever afters
Words fall through me
I just want to be able to say
I love you, I love you

We still got time
We have a choice
Let’s make it now
I’m falling slowly for you.

I am the victim
if not i'll make so
that is my goal
to pretend i'm not
and become the universal victim

An Announcement!

No I'm not pregnant. I have been offered a job!!! I'm going to be the new practice manager at Mountain View Veterinary Health Center. I'm quite excited. Now I just have to negotiate a salary and bonus arraignment. I'm not very good at that.

sitting by a window sill
seeing the outside
sun rays shining
leaving lines on the floor

dirty, dirty, dirty shag
beautiful with light
faded over years
of brightness lighting it

just another day

Not too much is going on, but I think I have finally figured out what to do with things.

All things must come to an end?

So long fair well,
I hate saying it, but sometimes you must.

I'm going back to being a peon for somebody,
hopefully I can work things out.

I like Moulin Rouge

Another hero. Another mindless crime.
Behind the curtain, in the pantomime.
On and on
Does anybody know
What we are living for
Whatever happens
We leave it all to chance
Another heartache
Another failed romance
On and on
Does anybody know
What we are living for

The show must go on
The show must go on
Outside the dawn is breaking
On the stage that holds
Our final destiny
The show must go on
The show must go on